6 Kasım 2012 Salı

Loop



I wake up, wash my face, brush my teeth, roll a cigarette and smoke it. I get my bag ready, wear my coat take my hat and keys and get out. I go busstop, wait for the bus, If it didn't come in 2 minutes, smoke another cigarette. I get in the bus, take a seat, log in the internet, check facebook If I didn't reach to University Hospital, take a look at Eksisozluk.

I reach to the laboratory, split the cell lines or transfect them or starve them or collect the lysate or run the gels or develop the membrane. I get out for smoking, talk with Mutaz, get in, see Isil, talk with her. I do some laboratory staff, hang around the internet, check the websites: Facebook, Eksisozluk, Acetobalsamico, Theflyingdutchman, Radikal, Borges, Sporx, Portalen, Gmail, Afilifilintalar, and download some movies.

I go to Lindellhallen to talk with somebody, climb up to cafeteria, buy a coffee and chocolatte, get out take a seat, eat the chocolatte, smoke cigaretta, look the girls' ass. Somebody come, probably Laura or Lucile and Ophelia or Eugene or Kristina. I talk with them.

Mainly talk about amount of sun in winter time but It will be more terrible in spring and summer. I mention my insomnia but I don't mention my depression and why I forced myself to sleep up to noon to see more dreams for having some experience. I talk about politics, Sweden, women, french government, is Erdogan progressive or conservative or both of them at the same time, I talk about European Union, I talk about Balkans, middle east, Greece, Ottoman Empire.

I open my book, read Statism and Anarchy of Bakunin. I see somebody else, talk about same staff. I smoke, look at the ass, get on the bus, go to the downtown. I eat in Max or Mc'donalds. I listen shitty music there. I get out, smoke a cigarette while waiting the bus. I get on the bus, login internet, check facebook and eksisozluk, If I got time, I check sporx and radikal.

I get out bus in Nydala stop, I walk home. If I feel like it, I some another cigarette. I take my key, open the corridors door and finaly enter my room. I settle the laptop for opening, take out my coat, go to toilet, take a piss. I get front of laptop, I start the Football Manager or Europa Universalis III or Medal of Honor and after for a while I start to watch a movie that I used to watch already I watch Isler Gucler or Behzat C or South Park, while doing these staff I roll my cigarette and drink tab water or vitamic C. I take out my pijama and go to the bed. I sleep.

I wake up, wash my face, brush my teeth, roll a cigarette and smoke it. I get my bag ready, wear my coat take my hat and keys and get out..........

                                                                                              Umea 2012


2 yorum:

  1. It was a waste of time for me to read this, sorry but true :(
    Anyway my life is not in a cycle like yours, somehow it is for everyone, but I dont like it that way.
    I am happy sometimes like hell, so that everyone ask me why are you this much happy, and a minute later I think everything in this world sucks !!
    Go and get a life bro :)

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